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Zoya's avatar

Thank you so much! Honestly felt a little nerve wracking to hit send on this one, so that means a lot.

Grief has definitely felt like an initiation for me, starting with the descent into darkness that you mentioned, but now it feels like there's no other choice but to be somehow reborn from the darkness. This reminds me that the alchemical stages also feel very similar to the cycles of life, death and rebirth that are sacred to so many.

The more I read about alchemy the more I see it's patterns in everything, and the more I'm convinced that everything is just a mirror of itself in some intricate, inconceivable way..

What you shared about your short stories is very interesting and reminds me of experiences I've had with certain dreams that I might not understand at the time but years later come to pass in my life and make me think, "ohhh so that's what that was about.." spooky indeed, yet somehow not entirely surprising. The unconscious mind is a curious thing..

Thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts ❤️

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Pamela Forsberg's avatar

I really enjoyed reading this!

Alchemy as a model is one of my favorite things. It's funny I hadn't thought to apply it to other artistic projects outside of writing and graphic art (painting, etc). Definitely going to pay more attention with the pattern.

The tapestry design is lovely, and your story reminded me of many rituals of grieving involving going into its darkness to emerge as something new/create something. Also all the hero journeys through the realm of the dead. It really feels carved into our bones.

When I was in my late teens/early twenties I wrote A LOT. mostly short stories. I started noticing that during the more emotionally challenging periods my writing was "prescient". I thought it was spooky then but as I got older my theory became that my senses were picking up on signals that my brain wasn't ready to process consciously. So I "put them in order" in my stories, and then saw them unfold in real life. I guess I was going through all these phases without realizing it!

Thank you for writing this piece 🖤

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